Some Dream

Why?
do you haunt my dreams
and feed me feelings
of longing and attention?

Why?
do you distance yourself
and leave me
wondering for reasons?

Why?
do you appear so near
yet far
beyond recognition?

Why?
do you make me feel
while you show
no emotion?

Why?
do you linger
in my thoughts
with no explanation?

Why?
do I desperately ask
for answers
and live with apprehension?

Why?
do I even care ?

Why?
do I even share?

Why?
do I even dare?

Why?
do I even sit in delusion?

Give me some sign
that in all these
you are with me

So I can rest my case...