8 April 2006
Went out with Dennis, Notchka and Ellen last Thursday night. Didn’t tag miki along so we could save money. Decision proved quite right after I had to pay the bill of P200.00 for a plate of Seafood Marinara and Coco
Things are different now. Whereas before, we talk about our assignments and projects, now we talk about our individual challenges in life. And I found out that there is really nothing much to say about mine. They are so accomplished in their professions that I can’t help but gape at how my friends have matured and deal with the serious stuff of life while I am trying to live my own. I didn’t feel a bit insecure. But it made me reassess my status in life. Where I am going vis-à-vis where I wanted to be years ago.
I believe in Pablo Coelho’s The Alchemist, that who we are have been predetermined but the journey towards that fated condition does not come easy for some. I believe that something big is in store for me. That everything I do is preparing me so as not to overwhelm me of the challenges that lie ahead. It will be a long wait I suppose. That is why I am learning everything that I can so I could move on. It will be a long journey. Hope it is worth the wait.